Complicated

I'm sorry but I have to announce that I'm switching blog to the www.kartop.wordpress.com

Mainly for two reasons:
1) I'm hating the new ending (.se) for this blog, because I'm writing in English and I want the blog to have an English address.
2) Wordpress has a lot better iPhone-app. I'm blogging 99% of the time from my phone and therefore I want to switch from blogger. Blogger's app is not even half as good as Wordpress so I'm switching back.

I hope I didn't cause a lot of trouble for you guys by asking you to follow me at www.kartop.wordpress.com instead of here.

New course

Today we'll start on a new course in the university. It's called something with open economy, I don't remember really. I'm a little bit nervous because it seems to be as hard, if not even harder, as the last course.

Hoping that it will be interesting at least.

Accident

I had my exam today. Couldn't sleep yesterday and well, it's when everything went wrong...

In the morning I was very tired, stressed, scared and nervous. I had pain in my stomach because I was so nervous and stressed. Time just run away...

On my way to the university I was in the middle of traffic jam - not a good combination with panic/stress/nervousness. I crashed into another car from behind.

I have pain in my back and in the wad. Tomorrow I'm going to see a doctor. I feel stupid and bad. I'm never going to drive again.

I think that I failed the exam...

This is gonna cost me a lot, the deductible is pretty high. Here is a little bit of damage on my car:

My birthday

Wooohooo, today I'm turning 21. Olli baked a cake for me yestarday and gave it to me in the morning today with coffee. I feel like I'm living the dream (at least when I'm not thinking about the exam that is coming up and that I should study my ass off). A good friend bought a nice breakfast (and gave me earrings) for me at a cafe as a birthday present. Two other dear friends send me flowers... It's nice to have friends. :D
Later in the evening I'll go out for drinks with another friend. It will be fuuuun:D

Flowers that I got 

My cake (called princess cake) that Olli baked.

And ofcourse meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D

“Failure can destroy you if you are weak, but if you are strong, you can destroy failure.” –Wael El-Manzalawy

Sometimes it feels like there is nothing you can do about something. Maybe it's a difficult course in the university (or school) or maybe it's something else...

Well, there is always something you can do. If it's a difficult course in the university - you just need to study harder. If you fail the exam - do it again but study even harder this time.

I'm studying this new course right now - International economics. It's very hard and I'm actually afraid of not making it on this exam. I have not failed on any exams or papers since I started studying in august and now there is a slight possibility that I will. This makes me insecure and I want to give up (not all the time but the thought has passed my mind) but I will not. Because it's okay to fail sometimes, its not the failure itself that's bad - it's what you do with it.

The point of this late-night-blog-post is that everything happens for a reason. If you fail then there's a lesson that you needed to learn.

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

I'm kind of in love in this song right now:

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

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