My birthday

Wooohooo, today I'm turning 21. Olli baked a cake for me yestarday and gave it to me in the morning today with coffee. I feel like I'm living the dream (at least when I'm not thinking about the exam that is coming up and that I should study my ass off). A good friend bought a nice breakfast (and gave me earrings) for me at a cafe as a birthday present. Two other dear friends send me flowers... It's nice to have friends. :D
Later in the evening I'll go out for drinks with another friend. It will be fuuuun:D

Flowers that I got 

My cake (called princess cake) that Olli baked.

And ofcourse meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! :D

Goodbye my lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Love is in the air

Today is the Valentine's day and unfortunately my exam is two days away so I don't really have time to celebrate it. I never do, but it feels like a good day to celebrate. It's not only about the love to your partner it's also about love to your family and friends. I don't really get all the people who are talking badly about this day... Many are saying that this day is a commercial invention, that they are tricking you into buy stuff but you don't have to buy anything to anyone, you can just show your loved ones how much they mean to you.

Happy Valentine's day everyone! I hope that you can share it with someone special. My family is all over the europe so I don't have that luxury to spend this day with them but we are all together in our hearts. Love you sis, know that your are reading this <3